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Breaking The Habit | Linkin Park 



Memories consume like opening the wounds

Kenangan menyita pikiran seperti membuka luka
I'm picking me apart again
Kudapati diriku berantakan lagi
You all assume I'm safe here in my room
Kalian semua mengira aku nyaman di dalam kamar
Unless I try to start again
Kecuali aku berusaha tuk memulai lagi

(*)
I don't want to be the one, the battles always choose
Aku tak mau menjadi orang yang selalu terpilih untuk berperang
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
Karena di dalam hati kusadari bahwa aku orang yang kebingungan

[Chorus]
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Aku tak tahu apa guna pertengkaran atau kenapa aku harus berteriak
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean
Aku tak tahu kenapa aku menghasut dan mengatakan yang tidak ingin kukatakan
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not all right
Aku tak tahu bagaimana aku sampai sejauh ini, aku tahu semua ini salah
So, I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight
Maka akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini, akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini malam ini

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
Kugenggam obat kuat-kuat, kukunci pintu rapat-rapat
I try to catch my breath again
Aku berusaha bernafas lagi
I hurt much more than any time before
Aku jauh lebih terluka daripada sebelumnya
I have no options left again
Aku tak lagi punya pilihan

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[Chorus II]
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Aku tak tahu apa guna pertengkaran atau kenapa aku harus berteriak
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean
Aku tak tahu kenapa aku menghasut dan mengatakan yang tidak ingin kukatakan
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
Aku tak tahu bagaimana aku sampai sejauh ini, aku tak pernah benar
So, I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight
Maka akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini, akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini malam ini

I'll paint it on the walls 'cause I'm the one at fault
Kan kuguratkan di dinding karena aku orang yang patut disalahkan
I'll never fight again and this is how it ends
Takkan pernah aku berkelahi lagi dan begitulah akhirnya

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I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Aku tak tahu apa guna pertengkaran atau kenapa aku harus berteriak
But now I have some clarity, To show you what I mean
Namun kini aku telah punya kejelasan, tuk menunjukkan yang kumaksud
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
Aku tak tahu bagaimana aku sampai sejauh ini, aku tak pernah benar
So, I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight
Maka akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini, akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini malam ini

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

Aku takkan membuat kesalahan yang sama seperti yang kau lakukan

I will not let myself

Takkan kubiarkan

Cause my heart so much misery

Karena hatiku sudah begitu menderita

I will not break the way you did,

Aku takkan hancur dengan caramu

You fell so hard

Kau jatuh begitu keras

I've learned the hard way

Aku belajar dengan cara keras

To never let it get that far

Tuk tidak membiarkannya sejauh itu

[Chorus:]

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Aku tidak menyimpang terlalu jauh dari trotoar

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Aku belajar tuk bermain di sisi aman jadi aku takkan tersakiti

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Kusulit tuk percaya bahkan diriku, namun orang-orang disekitarku

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I am afraid

Aku takut

I lose my way

Aku tersesat

And it's not too long before you point it out

Dan itu tak terlalu lama sebelum kau menunjukkannya

I cannot cry

Aku tak bisa menangis

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

Karena aku tahu itu kelemahan dimatamu

I'm forced to fake

Aku terpaksa palsu

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

Senyum, tertawa setiap hari dalam hidupku

My heart can't possibly break

Hatiku tidak mungkin istirahat

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Saat tidak begitu bahkan semuanya dimulai dengan itu

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I watched you die

Aku melihatmu mati

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

Kudengar tangisanmu setiap malam dalam tidurmu

I was so young

Aku begitu muda

You should have known better than to lean on me

Kau seharusnya lebih tahu daripada bersandar padaku

You never thought of anyone else

Kau tidak pernah memikirkan orang lain

You just saw your pain

Kau hanya melihat penderitaanmu

And now I cry in the middle of the night

Dan kini kumenangis di tengah malam

For the same damn thing

Untuk sesuatu yang sama

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Aku tidak menyimpang terlalu jauh dari trotoar

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Aku belajar tuk bermain di sisi aman jadi aku takkan tersakiti

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Kucoba sekuat tenaga hanya tuk melupakan segalanya

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Aku tak tahu bagaimana membiarkan orang lain masuk

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Aku malu pada hidupku karena kosong belaka

Because of you

Karena dirimu

I am afraid

Aku takut

Because of you

Karena dirimu

Because of you

Karena dirimu

What do I do to ignore them behind me?

Apa yang harus kulakukan tuk mengabaikan mereka yang di belakangku

Do I follow my instincts blindly?

Haruskah ku ikuti instingku yang membabi-buta?

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?

Haruskah aku menyembunyikan harga diriku dari mimpi buruk ini?

And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?

Dan menyerah pada kesedihan yang membuat gila?

Do I sit here and try to stand it?

Haruskah aku duduk disini dan mencoba tuk bertahan?

Or do I try to catch them red-handed?

Atau kucoba tuk menangkap basah mereka?

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,

Haruskah ku percayai dan tertipu oleh kepalsuan,

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Atau tak kupercaya siapapun dan hidup dalam kesendirian?

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin

Karena aku tak bisa bertahan saat aku meregang begitu tipis

I make the right moves but I'm lost within

Aku berbuat benar tapi namun aku tersesat

I put on my daily facade but then

Kuletakkan dalam penghilatan harian namun

I just end up getting hurt again

Aku hanya kan terluka lagi

By myself [myself]

Sendiri

[x2]

I ask why, but in my mind

Kutanya mengpa, namun fikiranku

I find I can�t rely on myself

Kutemukan kutakbisa mengendalikan diri

[Chorus:]

I can�t hold on

Ku tak bisa bertahan

To what I want when I�m stretched so thin

Pada yang yang kuinginkan saat aku merenggang begitu tipis

It�s all too much to take in

Itu semua terlalu banyak tuk diterima

I can�t hold on

Ku tak bisa bertahan

To anything watching everything spin

Tuk melihat semua berputar

With thoughts of failure sinking in

Dengan fikiran yang tenggelam dalam kegagalan

If I

Jika aku

Turn my back I�m defenseless

Kembali, aku tak berdaya

And to go blindly seems senseless

Dan pergi membabi-buta tampaknya tak masuk akal

If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they�ll

Jika kusembunyikan keangkuhanku dan melepaskannya maka mereka akan

Take from me �till everything is gone

Mengambilnya dariku sampai semuanya hilang

If I let them go I�ll be outdone

Jika kubiarkan mereka pergi aku kan kalah

But if I try to catch them I�ll be outrun

Namun jika kutangkap mereka aku kan melanggar batas

If I�m killed by the questions like a cancer

Jika aku dibunuh oleh pertanyaan-pertanyaan seperti kanker

Then I�ll be buried in the silence of the answer

Lalu aku kan dimakamkan dalam keheningan jawaban

by myself [myself]

Sendiri

[x2]

I ask why, but in my mind

Kutanya mengpa, namun fikiranku

I find I can�t rely on myself

Kutemukan kutakbisa mengendalikan diri

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How do you think I�ve lost so much

Kau fikir aku kehilangan begitu banyak

I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch

Aku begitu takut bahwa aku di luar jangkauan

How do you expect... I will know what to do

Apa yang kau harapkan... aku kan segera tahu apa yang harus kulakuka

When all I know Is what you tell me to

Saat semua yang kutahu adalah yang mau kau katakan padaku

[x2]

Don�t you know

Tak tahukan kau

I can�t tell you how to make it go

KU tak bisa memberitahumu tuk membuatnya pergi

No matter what I do, how hard I try

Tak peduli yang kulakukan, seberapa kerasa ku mencoba

I can�t seem to convince myself why

Kutakbisa meyakinkan diri sendiri

I�m stuck on the outside

Mengapa aku terjebak diluar

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I'm way too cool for ya boy

That's why it'll never work

I'll have you suicidal, suicidal

When I say it's over

Damn all these beautiful girls

We're only gonna do your dirt

We'll have you suicidal, suicidal

When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when

I was hanging with my friends

That's when I caught your eye

You thought that I was fly

Right then you wished that I would be your baby (be your baby)

You try to spit some game

Asking me girl what's your name

All that ice upon ya chain

So I asked you the same

Something tells me that we have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find

I'm one of a kind

Oh when I dutty wine

I know your only mine

Tonight is yours

Tomorrow is for another guy (another guy)

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You've been calling me

Leaving messages all week

Was your curiosity

Got ya knees weak

I'm not looking for a man

So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)

I took ya to the floor

Got ya begging me for more

But that was my queue to go

So I hit the door

I let you hot

With your mind used to running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find

I'm one of a kind

Oh when I dutty wine

I know your only mine

If you stick around

Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

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Now a couple months have passed

Never thought that this would last

Oh everybody asked

How ya got a girl like that

But you should've known

That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)

I mashed up ya mind

When I tell you lies

But boy don't be surprised

That I'm seeing other guys

I'm too young to settle

And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)

We're only gonna do your dirt (cos I'll have)

I'll have you suicidal, suicidal

When I say it's over

I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights,

we used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights.

It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone,

So darling, don't, don't wake me up, 'cause my thrill is gone.

(Say I'm wrong)

In the sunset turning red behind the smoke,

forever and alone.

Yeah!

You've gone and sewn me to this bed, the taste of you and me

will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain.

I wanna hold your hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist,

and when the vultures sing tonight I'm gonna join right in.

I'll sing along, oh

'cause I don't know any other song.

I'll sing along,

but I'm barely hanging on.

No, I'm barely hanging on.

By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone,

and now there's nothing to do but scream at the drunken moon.'

This isn't fair! (No!)

Don't you try to blame this on me.

My love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me.

And god damn it, I can barely say your name,

so I'll try to write it and fill the pen with blood from the sink. Woah oh

But don't just say it, you should sing my name.

Pretend that it's a song 'cause forever it's yours,

and we can sing this on the way home.

Back to [Chorus:]

Seems like just yesterday You were a part of me

Sepertinya baru kemarin kau bagian dari diriku

I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong

Aku dulu begitu tinggi, begitu kuat

Your arms around me tight. Everything, it felt so right

Tanganmu memelukku erat, segalanya, terasa baik-baik saja

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Tak bisa dipisahkan, seperti tak ada yang bisa salah

Now I can't breathe, No, I can't sleep

Sekarang ku tak bisa bernafas, tak bisa tidur

I'm barely hanging on

Aku hampir tak bisa bertahan

[Chorus:]

Here I am, once again

Inilah aku, sekali lagi

I'm torn into pieces

Terbagi menjadi beberapa bagian

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Tak kusangkal, tak bisa berpura-pura

Just thought you were the one

Hanya berfikir kaulah satu-satunya

Broken up, deep inside

Hancur, jauh di lubuk hati

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Namun kau tak bisa melihat air mata tangisanku

Behind these hazel eyes

Dibalik mata coklat ini

I told you everything, Opened up and let you in

Kuceritakan segalanya, membuka membawamu masuk

You made me feel alright, For once in my life

Kau buat aku nyaman, sekali dalam hidupku

Now all that's left of me, Is what I pretend to be

Kini yang tersisa dariku adalah ke pura-puraanku

So together, but so broken up inside

Tak henti-henti, namun begitu rapuh didalam

'Cause I can't breathe, No, I can't sleep

Karna ku tak bisa bernafas, Tidak, kutakbisa tidur

I'm barely hangin' on

Aku hampir tak bisa bertahan

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Swallow me then spit me out

Menelanku kemudian meludahkanku

For hating you, I blame myself

Tuk membencimu, kusalahkan diriku

Seeing you it kills me now

Melihatmu, itu membunuhku

No, I don't cry on the outside

Tidak, kutak menangis dari luar

Anymore... Anymore...

Lagi

Back to [Chorus:] (2x)

I'm so lonely, broken angel

I'm so lonely, listen to my heart

Man dooset daram

Be cheshme man gerye nade

Na, nemitoonam

Bedoone to halam bade:

I'm so lonely, broken angel

I'm so lonely, listen to my heart

One and only, broken angel

Come and save me, before I fall apart

To har jaa ke bashi kenaretam

Taa aakharesh divoonatam

To to nemidooni ke joonami

Bargard pisham

Back to [Chorus:]

La la leyli la la leyli la laaa...

La la leyli la la leyli la laaa...

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry

I'll make everything alright

All these things that I've done

Now what have I become, and where'd I go wrong?

I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first

I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)

I will stand accused 

With my hand on my heart

I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry, It's all that I can say

You mean so much, And I'd fix all that I've done

If I could start again, I'd throw it all away

To the shadows of regrets, And you would have the best of me

I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes

But I will try Although it's not easy

I know you believe me, Cause I would not lie

Don't believe their lies, Told through jealous eyes

They don't understand (I'm sorry)

I won't break your heart, I won't bring you down

But I will have to say

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Do you have the time

To listen to me whine About nothing and everything

All at once

I am one of those Melodramatic fools

Neurotic to the bone

No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me

It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up

Am I just paranoid? Am I just stoned?

I went to a shrink To analyze my dreams

She says it's lack of sex That's bringing me down

I went to a whore

He said my life's a bore

So quit my whining cause It's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me

It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up

Am I just paranoid?

Uh, yuh, yuh, ya

Grasping to control So I better hold on

Back to [Chorus:]

Some people like to gamble,

But you, you always lose.

Some people like to rock 'n' roll,

you're always singin' the blues

You gotta nasty disposition,

No one really knows the reason why,

You gotta bad, bad reputation,

Gonna hang your head down and cry...

You got bad, bad luck,

Bad, bad luck

You got bad, bad luck

Bad, bad luck

Thirteen's my lucky number,

To you it means stay inside.

Black cat done crossed my path,

No reason to run and hide.

You're looking through a cracked mirror,

No one really knows the reason why.

Your enemies are gettin' nearer,

Gonna hang down your head and cry...

How can you see into my eyes, like open doors

Leading you down into my core, where I�ve become so numb

Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside

(I can�t wake up) Wake me up inside

(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run

(I can�t wake up) Before I come undone

(Save me) Save me from the nothing I�ve become

Now that I know what I�m without, you can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real, bring me to life

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch

Without your love, darling

Only you are the life among the dead

(All this time I can't believe, I couldn't see)

(Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me)

I�ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems, got to open my eyes to everything

(Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul don't let me die here)

(There must be something more)

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

Memories consume like opening the wounds

Kenangan menyita pikiran seperti membuka luka
I'm picking me apart again
Kudapati diriku berantakan lagi
You all assume I'm safe here in my room
Kalian semua mengira aku nyaman di dalam kamar
Unless I try to start again
Kecuali aku berusaha tuk memulai lagi

(*)
I don't want to be the one, the battles always choose
Aku tak mau menjadi orang yang selalu terpilih untuk berperang
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
Karena di dalam hati kusadari bahwa aku orang yang kebingungan

[Chorus]
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Aku tak tahu apa guna pertengkaran atau kenapa aku harus berteriak
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean
Aku tak tahu kenapa aku menghasut dan mengatakan yang tidak ingin kukatakan
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not all right
Aku tak tahu bagaimana aku sampai sejauh ini, aku tahu semua ini salah
So, I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight
Maka akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini, akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini malam ini

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
Kugenggam obat kuat-kuat, kukunci pintu rapat-rapat
I try to catch my breath again
Aku berusaha bernafas lagi
I hurt much more than any time before
Aku jauh lebih terluka daripada sebelumnya
I have no options left again
Aku tak lagi punya pilihan

Back to (*)

[Chorus II]
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Aku tak tahu apa guna pertengkaran atau kenapa aku harus berteriak
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean
Aku tak tahu kenapa aku menghasut dan mengatakan yang tidak ingin kukatakan
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
Aku tak tahu bagaimana aku sampai sejauh ini, aku tak pernah benar
So, I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight
Maka akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini, akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini malam ini

I'll paint it on the walls 'cause I'm the one at fault
Kan kuguratkan di dinding karena aku orang yang patut disalahkan
I'll never fight again and this is how it ends
Takkan pernah aku berkelahi lagi dan begitulah akhirnya

Back to [Chorus III]
I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
Aku tak tahu apa guna pertengkaran atau kenapa aku harus berteriak
But now I have some clarity, To show you what I mean
Namun kini aku telah punya kejelasan, tuk menunjukkan yang kumaksud
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
Aku tak tahu bagaimana aku sampai sejauh ini, aku tak pernah benar
So, I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit tonight
Maka akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini, akan kuhentikan kebiasaan ini malam ini

The cycle repeated

Lingkaran itu terulang
As explosions broke in the sky
Saat ledakan mulai terjadi di langit
All that I needed
Satu-satunya yang kubutuhkan
Was the one thing I couldn't find
Adalah satu-satunya hal yang tak dapat kutemukan

And you were there at the turn
Dan engkau di tikungan
Waiting to let me know
Menunggu tuk memberitahuku

[Chorus]
We're building it up
Kita membangunnya
To break it back down
Hanya untuk menghancurkannya
We're building it up
Kita membangunnya
To burn it down
Hanya untuk menghancurkannya
We can't wait
Kita tak sabar
To burn it to the ground
Untuk meluluh lantakkannya

The colours conflicted
Warna-warna tak serasi
As the flames climbed into the clouds
Saat api memuncak menjadi awan
I wanted to fix this / but
Ingin rasanya kuperbaiki / tapi
Couldn't stop from tearing it down
Tak bisa berhenti menghancurkannya

And you were there at the turn
Dan engkau di tikungan
Caught in the burning glow
Terjebak di dalam terangnya api
And I was there at the turn
Dan aku di tikungan
Waiting to let you know
Menunggu tuk memberitahumu

Back to: [Chorus]

You told me yes / You held me high
Kau bilang iya / kau meyakinkanku
And I believed when you told that lie
Dan aku percaya waktu kau katakan dusta itu
I played soldier / You played king
Aku bermain menjadi prajurit / kau menjadi raja
And struck me down when I kissed that ring
Dan menjatuhkanku saat kucium cincin itu
You lost that ring / to hold that crown
Kau lepaskan cincin itu / tuk miliki mahkota
I built you up but you let me down
Kutinggikan dirimu tapi kau rendahkanku
So when you fall / I'll take my turn
Maka saat kau jatuh / kan kuambil kesempatanku
And fan the flames as your blazes burn
Dan kipasi api saat bajumu terbakar

And you were there at the turn
Dan kau di tikungan
Waiting to let me know
Menunggu tuk memberitahuku

Back to [Chorus]

When you fall / I'll take my turn
Saat kau jatuh / kan kuambil kesempatanku
And fan the flames as your blazes burn
Dan kipasi api saat bajumu terbakar
We can't wait
Kita tak sabar
To burn it to the ground
Untuk meluluhlantakkannya

(2x)